Sunday, May 14, 2006

test house car

So exams were completed this week. Results are still coming in. It looks like grades might be slightly better than last time on the whole, which is good. Hopefully we'll be able to continue making progress during the next six week segment. We'll be half way through our year at that point. During this week, I'll be compiling their grades from this last period and report cards will probably go out on Friday if it's the same as the last marking period. At that point, I will likely hear all of the concerns of the parents for their children who aren't doing as well as they'd like. In one way I'm afraid of that time, and in another way, I see it as an opportunity to come together again with the parents to see how we can work together better.

Even though we're only 1/3 of the way through our year, NCA#1 is wrapping up its year and that means that I am going to have to figure out my housing situation for when they return. Currently I am living in the apartment that the school put me in. It's my desire to get out of this very nice complex and move in with some Nicaraguans. I think I'd like to live with either a family or some other guys close to my age. There are a couple of opportunities that have come up, and a few that have dropped away. I'm having a hard time decided what I want and what would be best for me.

I'm also trying to think through purchasing a car here, contemplating the idea of keeping my life "simpler" by riding public transportation. On many levels I think it would be good for me to live that way, and in many respects I think it would be good for me to have my own wheels. The price of used cars here is quite inflated. One car that i'm considering is a 1988 Toyota 4x4 SUV. It has three doors: driver, passenger, and rear door. There is a bench seat across the front, and two benches facing each other in the back (total seating capacity of 7). It has 350,000 Kms, and a 4 speed manual transmission. The seller wants to get $5000 out of it. I doubt he could get that much, but I'd be tempted to pay 4000 or 4500. Never would I consider spending this much on this vehicle in the States, but it seems like it might be a good price here.

My prayer requests at this time come straight from above:

- That this week goes well in terms of classes and grading and conferencing with parents.
- That God might lead me in my search for a place to live.
- That I might be given wisdom in the decision about having a car or not and the decision of which car should the decision be to purchase (and for a really good deal!).

2 comments:

  1. I have posted this everywhere ... Just thought you may like it too! You are in introspective type, like myself... ~ Anna

    It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
    I want to know what you ache for
    and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

    It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
    I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
    for love
    for your dream
    for the adventure of being alive.

    It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
    I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
    if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
    or have become shriveled and closed
    from fear of further pain.

    I want to know if you can sit with pain
    mine or your own
    without moving to hide it
    or fade it
    or fix it.

    I want to know if you can be with joy
    mine or your own
    if you can dance with wildness
    and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
    without cautioning us to
    be careful
    be realistic
    remember the limitations of being human.

    It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me
    is true.
    I want to know if you can
    disappoint another
    to be true to yourself.
    If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
    and not betray your own soul.
    If you can be faithless
    and therefore trustworthy.

    I want to know if you can see Beauty
    even when it is not pretty
    every day.
    And if you can source your own life
    from its presence.

    I want to know if you can live with failure
    yours and mine
    and still stand at the edge of the lake
    and shout to the silver of the full moon,
    “Yes.”

    It doesn’t interest me
    to know where you live or how much money you have.
    I want to know if you can get up
    after the night of grief and despair
    weary and bruised to the bone
    and do what needs to be done
    to feed the children.

    It doesn’t interest me who you know
    or how you came to be here.
    I want to know if you will stand
    in the centre of the fire
    with me
    and not shrink back.

    It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom
    you have studied.
    I want to know what sustains you
    from the inside
    when all else falls away.

    I want to know if you can be alone
    with yourself
    and if you truly like the company you keep
    in the empty moments.

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  2. wow, i was going to put a funny and sarcastic comment on your blog, but after reading the poem above i suddenly feel shallow and inmature. hmmmmm....

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