Tuesday, September 21, 2010

making ideas happen

A friend sent me a link yesterday that I finally got to reading today. It struck me as so simple, yet so true. We (yes...even you!) make excuses all the time for not doing good things--for not making good ideas happen. When was the last time you had a good idea...but failed to act?

Here's the link to the top 15.

I hope you take the time to read through some of these. The reason I believe it's important is because sometimes we don't even realize we're making excuses, or we don't even realize that most people who actually do make things happen ignore the excuses.

Personally, I fight with these very excuses every day. I think I'm not good enough, not smart enough, not creative enough...that someone better equipped should do what I'm trying to do, that there's not enough time, that things aren't prepared enough, etc.

What do you think? Leave a comment here. I hope it inspires you to stop paying so much attention to those excuses and DO something about your good ideas. Yes, you!

Sunday, September 05, 2010

collision

Another several weeks has gone by, and things have been busy again lately. After surviving a highly stressful week last week, I think I'm through the worst of it. Here's a recap, and a brief look at what's to come.

:: The computers for Christian schools program ::

A couple of weeks ago we began visiting schools who have submitted applications to receive computers from the lot of computers we got from Food for the Hungry in Korea. We wanted to do site visits to get an idea of the physical space, electrical setup, and to talk with the administrator and the proposed teacher to see what we're going to be dealing with. It was exciting to take that first step towards a relationship with the schools. The applications were submitted by the Christian schools association on their behalf and really should more rightly be called recommendations. They chose schools they thought were positioned to make a computer lab successful. Here are a few photos from our first trip:
This is a picture of a school in Managua. I don't recall the name right off hand, but they have classes from kindergarten through 6th grade. No computer lab currently.


They're very excited about the possibility of getting computers and making space from this room, currently the 3rd grade classroom. 3rd grade would get displaced and have to be relocated. Proposed room:


Here's another school in Managua that already has a lab. They've got about 700 kids from kindergarten through high school, and their lab has about 9-15 computers, depending on whether you count the ones that aren't working. One thing interesting that I noted was that all the monitors were painted black...which indicates that their idea of maintenance and mine might be slightly different:



Next step will be to talk a bit more about which schools should get how many computers, plan for helping them to accommodate the space, and start planning for our monthly trainings for computer teachers. Worldwide Christian schools will be helping fund the program, and is already a large part of the Association of Christian Schools.

:: The Media Studio ::

Just finished another video! I'm so glad to be at the end of another project. They are so much work! The video is a promotional film for House of Hope ministries, who try to reach out to women and girls caught in the trap of prostitution. I learned a lot through this project, both in terms of filming and editing, and in terms of the legalities of making a film about prostitution. I will definitely let you know when it's posted online. In this case, the organization wants to host the video themselves, so it will not appear on our YouTube channel as many others have.

Next projects: I'm going to be working with other CRC missionaries here to produce a short 3 minute film to be used in our sponsoring churches during collections to give an update about what the CRCNA is doing in Nicaragua. That should come out sometime in the next few weeks.

Also, we're looking at how to implement a "participatory video" approach in some of the communities that the Nehemiah Center is involved in. It would involve training communities and supplying them with the equipment to make their own films...to record and tell their own story from their perspective. It's a very empowering process. I believe this kind of project is starting to gain more interest in the world. This would allow the studio to be involved a bit more directly in community development and really tie it into other projects that the Nehemiah Center is carrying out. I'm quite excited about this.

We also had a team down from Antioch Church in Bend, Oregon. They're very artistic and feel a strong calling to be involved in the arts. Check out their channel on Vimeo (also check out this really cool video they made for World Relief). They were excited to see what's going on at the studio and so we're going to be working with them to see what kind of partnerships we can arrange. They talked about the possibility of sending teams down to do trainings or even sending individuals down to do internships and work on specific video projects.

:: Life outside of work ::

Well, this part of life has been feeling the squeeze lately. Steph, a friend from Brookside came for a visit, and while she was here, I didn't spend a whole lot of time working. She did, however, help me film the video for House of Hope, as we had a couple of shoots while she was here. We visited some volcanoes, lakes, a market, some restaurants, and basically hung out. It was great to have a friend in town to show around and do stuff with! Thanks for coming, Steph!

The sad part of her trip was that I had to make several trips to the police station. On my way to pick her up from the airport, I got in an accident. Someone turned left right in front of me at an intersection when I clearly had a green light. Basically t-boned her. The process of what happens here after an accident is different than in the US and Canada. The police arrive (it has to be a certain kind of police, called "Transito"), and they ask questions, draw pictures, measure distances, and then tell you when you need to go to the police station to get the final report and determination of who is at fault. Sometimes it can take several hours until Transito arrives to the scene. (click below to see some pictures of the event and my truck)



Thankfully, in my case they arrived within about 10 minutes, and within 45 minutes they were done. When we went to the police station the next day the police explained to me that they understood it was her fault for running a red light and that I'd probably win the case. But, they also explained that the woman I hit had a friend in the police department, and that she'd have an advantage because of that. And they also said that I was going to get a speeding ticket because of evidence left by my skid marks. They weren't real clear on how they determined that I was speeding, or even what the speed limit was, or how fast they thought I was going. They were clear about another thing, though--that I was likely to get a "red ticket" which means a suspended license, and that I'd also likely have to attend a class, and that on top of a very heft fine--1500 córdobas ($75). The largest traffic fine I've ever heard of is 400 córdobas ($20). I was shocked that they were going to slap me with all that--I wasn't even going terribly fast--in my perspective, this fine was far too heavy. Then they also made it clear that I could make sure that it would not show up in the report (and therefore I'd avoid a suspended license and the class), if I paid the 1500 córdobas to them directly instead. After a bit of a chuckle, I explained that I wanted to deal honestly with this situation, and that if I had to take responsibility for speeding, I'd rather do that, but that I did think what they were saying was extreme. At that, they turned to my friend Lennin, a Nicaraguan, and said, "I don't think he understands correctly..." and then they explained the whole thing to him again about the red ticket, suspended license, classes, etc., and reminded him that it didn't have to be that way. I can't say it wasn't tempting to pay them off, but I held my ground and braced for an extreme ruling.

Well, as it turned out, the report indicated that she was at fault. It did slap me with a ticket, but it was only a yellow one--same price, no suspension, no classes. The women actually tried to make a deal with me that I pay her deductible, which I did not agree to, and she told me she'd be appealing the ruling based on the fact that she didn't want to pay her deductible and she had other debts, and she didn't want to pay a higher insurance premium when it came time to renew. She was divorced, she says, and has kids and debts. So she asked for a review of the case, and pulled some strings, and the second police report indicated that I was at fault, and hardly even mentions her in the telling of what happened.

At this point I have involved a lawyer, and together we have filed an appeal. I am still hopeful that there's a just judge somwhere, and that we'll end up with a just ruling. The damages to my car (and hers) are nothing minor. The chassis on my truck is twisted, the motor is crooked, and while it does start now, the transmission does not engage except when it is in 4x4 low (which is like 10mph with the engine screaming in fourth gear). There's obviously a good deal of damage.

Depending on how the case turns out and what all happens, I may be starting a capital campaign soon to raise funds for a new truck. :) Totaling a vehicle here is pretty much unheard of. Mostly vehicles are fixed, then sold as if nothing had happened, and nobody knows the history. Lots of damaged vehicles running around because of this.

That's it for today. Here are the prayer items:
- pray for our project that the Media Studio moves forward in the best way possible, and that we'll continue to develop according to the Lord's will.
- pray that the computer program unfolds well, and that planning for the monthly trainings goes well.
- pray for a just outcome for my situation with the truck and the accident, pray for the other women involved, for her well being, and that she would accept responsibility.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

fresh look

So, I'm still alive! Isn't it good to know? I came to post an update this morning and then got carried away on redesigning my site! You should notice that it's a wee bit different than the old site.. Here's a picture of the former so you can remember and then appreciate the new look! Good change? I think so.

I've been busy since the last post! I don't think I'm going to try to catch you up on everything in every detail, but here's a quick overview.

Media Studio
  • Internships: We finished the Trinity semester program here with a fair bit of success. We again had three video students this year, and another student who did her internship with the NC helping update the content on our NC website (which very soon will be implemented on our website). The first video dealt with land banks in north-central Nicaragua. The second video dealt with a transformed community in north-west Nicaragua. And the third video deals with the work of the CRWRC on the Atlantic coast of Nicaragua. The first two are posted online, one of which can be seen at the Nehemiah Center Media Studio YouTube channel. See the link in the upper-right of this website. We've gotten many compliments on the videos--thank you to the students who gave so much to these communities and films.
  • Projects: I've been working on more projects including: A five minute video about the "Programa FE"--or the "Healthy Church Iniciative" that CRWM is supporting. This is a program that Steve Holtrop has been quite involved in. See the YouTube channel--it's there! We also produced a short film about the Arts Camp that the NC put on last year to help raise funds for doing it again this year (very soon, I think). Check out the video on the channel. If you'd like to contribute to that project, they'd be thrilled. Also working on a project for House of Hope (see links on the right), which will serve as their annual update. Many of you have recieved thank you cards from me made by the hands of women in their ministry. And another project that we have on the list is a larger-scale project that will be a 60 minute documentary for the Assemblies of God Nicaragua to celebrate their 100th anniversary. Quite an exciting opportunity to be a part of!
Computers
  • Maybe some of you remember that we were about to take shipment of 105 refurbished computers from Korea. They've arrived! We're currently processing proposals from 7 different Christian schools who wish to recieve enough computers to start a computer lab. We're working with ACECEN (Nicaraguan Association of Christian schools) to figure out which schools are best equipped to receive such a gift and are best positioned to create a sustainable lab. The idea is that the schools, with the gift of a certain number of computers, will be able to use those computers to generate enough income to pay for replacing the computers, pay for the teacher, and pay for any additional costs that they incur (electricity, etc.). We're going to be training the teachers in these new labs and teachers of already existing labs. Trainings will cover anything from the basic maintenance and configuration of administering a lab, to development of curriculum and classroom management. We're going to be training them on free and open source software, which come with open licenses, unlike proprietary software from Microsoft or Apple. Another main idea is to create a community of teachers that can also be a support for each other.
  • Things in the office have been a bit slower as many of the missionaries are out of the country for a vacation in the summer. This means fewer computer issues and complaints...and has allowed me to focus more on other things.
  • Cindy (my Nicaraguan, Nehemiah Center employee, counterpart) has continued to take more responsibility for certain IT tasks. This is great because as a Nicaraguan she's likely a more permanent player here than I am. The idea is that local person will completely take over the IT administration of the NC someday.
Other news
  • Moved into a new house! This is actually very big news.
    It's been a lot of work preparing the new place, but I'm very excited about it. Now, instead of renting one small room and sharing it with a friend, I'm renting a house with that same friend and another friend, and we each have our own room. And we have a separate living area and kitchen and laundry area; our own lawn; and a spectacular view. And we are able to do it without increasing our budget too much. Check out these pictures...
  • Getting ready for a visitor next week! My friend Steph will be the first friend to actually make the journey southward to Nicaragua to come and visit me! So I'm really looking forward to that.
prayer items
  • Pray for creativity in the current video project with House of Hope, and for preparations for the large-scale documentary with Assemblies of God.
  • Pray that planning for the computer labs will go well and that the planning for trainings will go equally well, and that the Lord will use all of this to his glory.
  • Praises for a new place to live and a visitor coming soon.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

gotta see this

Okay, this isn't a normal post, but it does make me laugh. I was on my way to lunch yesterday and saw an accident at an intersection not far from my work... How in the world does it happen exactly like that? (click play, click the image again to take you to my album on Picasa's site, then click on the full-screen button to watch the slideshow bigger...trust me, it's worth all that).




Sunday, April 25, 2010

rest and toil

This will be a quick post! I've only got about 25 minutes, and then I need to go home and pack and get some sleep before I get up early tomorrow morning to catch a flight to Michigan! I am super excited to be returning to celebrate my brother's getting married! I can't believe it's already happening!

I feel like I've been running around like crazy the past month or more! I've been busy mostly with the Media Studio stuff. I've been overseeing three documentary style projects of the Trinity semester program (including a week+ on the atlantic coast of Nicaragua), and this week I've been working on two videos for the Nehemiah Center) At times it's been pretty stressful, but I trust the Lord is working things out...I was reminded of that when I came across these verses from Psalms 127 (NIV).
1 Unless the LORD builds the house,
its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city,
the watchmen stand guard in vain.

2 In vain you rise early
and stay up late,
toiling for food to eat—
for he grants sleep to those he loves.

Found them interesting paraphrased in The Message, too:

1-2 If God doesn't build the house, the builders only build shacks.
If God doesn't guard the city,
the night watchman might as well nap.
It's useless to rise early and go to bed late,
and work your worried fingers to the bone.
Don't you know he enjoys
giving rest to those he loves?
Maybe it can be a good reminder for you, too. Leave things to the Lord. Do all that you can, but do not lose sight of the fact that it is He who works through you... it is He who accomplishes His will in you. And don't forget to rest. Don't forget the rest. He wants us to have it.

I just finished a video. A couple videos really. Quick reminder that they can always be found on the Nehemiah Center Media Studio Channel. (Become a follower, it's fun!) The videos both dealt with the work of the CRC in Nicaragua through local people and organizations. The first tells of the work of CRWRC and the Christian Center for Human Rights. The other talks about the Program FE, or the Healthy Churches Initiative that CRWM is in the middle of. Both videos will be making their way to partnering churches in the near future. You can watch them directly if you want a sneak preview.

Remember the post about Wiwinak? Where I included a newsletter from a colleague who wrote about a plane crash? Apparently his article made it into the hands of a pastor and became the key illustration in a sermon. Very good, challenging sermon. When you get a chance, I recommend it. You can find it here.

I need to post some more of what I've been doing lately. Maybe I'll see you in church. I should be sharing very briefly in Brookside on the 9th, and First Hamilton CRC on the 16th, if all goes as planned.

Actually, that sermon I mentioned and linked to above was where I was presented with the verses from Psalms. Here are some more verses that came from that sermon, too. Look them up if you so desire, or don't. Have a great week!

1 John 2:15-16

Matthew 6:33

prayer items:
- pray for a great trip back to Michigan for Mike's wedding!
- pray for a couple of satisfying visits and presentations at churches
- pray that the videos that the Trinity students are doing will come out great!